The night was quite wet, the
roads tending toward slick, and the shoulders on many stretches had turned to
mud. The year was 1954, and we were
making some haste northward on Route 1, a two lane artery in those days (a few
decades before limited access highways emerged) weaving its way through the
countryside ten miles or so out of Raleigh, North Carolina. It was somewhere, as I recall, around 10:00
pm. I was one of four Wake Forest ministerial
students returning to the campus on a Sunday night from a weekend extension
trip, a passenger in the front seat, all of us eager to get back to our campus
rooms and out of the rain.
We came around a curve and to
our shock another car that had been headed southward, the opposite direction
from ours, had crossed the road and hit a muddy embankment on our side and turned
completely over. The head and tail
lights were still on, and the emergency lights flashing. Obviously someone was still in the car, had
not yet gotten out.
Instinctively we pulled to a
stop a few feet beyond the wreck and went on foot to render whatever assistance
we could. By the time we reached it, two
persons, the driver and one passenger had started to crawl from it. And to our amazement three or four other cars
immediately also stopped. It took a few
moments for it to sink into our four minds - that the incident had just
occurred seconds before, else how could we have been the first to come
by on a main highway that busy?
Construct the picture in your minds: they had been going one way, and we
the other; they had crossed the highway, right in our path, seconds before we
reached the spot. If we had arrived
those few seconds earlier, a head-on collision would have most certainly
occurred and the likelihood of severe injury, possibly death, would have been
our fate. We had been having lively
conversation in the car up until that moment.
But from there on back to our college, over the next half hour or so,
none of us spoke. We were sobered; we
all had done the calculation, and we were stunned and terrified over what was
so apparent to us.
That is probably the closest
I have ever come in my eighty-two years to a tragic, senseless death. It still gives me shivers reliving it in my
memory.
Danger we perceive as the
opposite of safety, and safety is much on the minds of inhabitants of nations
these days, following the terrorist attack in Paris. What was perceived as safe surroundings has
now been transformed into a perilous frontier seemingly under the partial
control of savage marauders. The
citizens of the world have internalized the horror and suddenly the event is
not thousands of miles away from our nests; we experience it as if it has
happened right outside our doors and windows, on the very street where we
live. We have become nervous and
fearful, even inside our front doors.
And when people become nervous and fearful, they tend to become
desperate, and desperation can make them irrational – irrational enough to
think that to prevent victimized migrants from entering our borders they have
significantly reduced the chance of terrorists creeping in. Overlooked in the near hysterical political
rhetoric we have been subjected to is the fact that terrorism has become
professionally organized, and professionals, despite our vetting processes, can
find ways to get a foothold on our shores.
They have far more sophisticated devices than bedding down with a bunch
of bedraggled migrants running from oppression.
Welcoming the migrants, on the other hand, is one way to hold the line
against that very tyranny with which they have become innocently associated in
the minds of governors and members of Congress.
(The desperation can also
call forth latent bigotry, both in thought and action, which it is now doing up
and down the country, but that is another subject for another essay.)
We humans seek protection –
by those with powers greater than our own, while we from time to time must
remind ourselves that that protection is not foolproof. We create environments in which we feel protected,
while it remains true that we are not ultimately so. We design homes and sanctuaries and we go to
great lengths making those places cozy and comfortable and warm – all this to
insulate ourselves against the raw outside, against danger and the boisterous
and unpredictable elements that surround us.
Inside those places we seem to cancel out whatever the risk to which we
would be otherwise exposed. We go to
great trouble to convince ourselves that we are protected and beyond the reach
of capricious chance.
Perhaps we all from time to
time wish we had the myopia of Mr. Magoo.
He can walk nonchalantly through a mine field or across a rickety bridge
or through one calamity-about-to-happen after another, and what he knows
nothing about does not hurt him. He
proceeds on his breezy, cheerful way. We
do our level best to emulate him; we decide not to know about certain things,
because what we do not know will not hurt us or even depress us, or so we
assume. But in the struggle to do this,
we forget something that we may never have thought we knew. In our homes we can create privacy, comfort,
and to some extent protection. But what
we cannot create even there is safety, because. . .
SAFETY IS AN ILLUSION! Like it or not, the possibility of safety is
an illusion!
Even in the most burglar
resistant domicile the inhabitants are still subject to the dangers of food
poisoning or deadly infections (either carried in from the outside or acquired
from one another). No manufactured
comfort zone can provide us any guaranteed immunity from disease or heart
attack or domestic accident. So the best
we can do is play the odds. What are the
odds against having our protective shield penetrated? We calculate odds with mathematical
precision, sometimes forgetting that odds are nothing more than estimates,
guesswork. We suffer shocks when things
happen that we think could have been prevented.
Yet they happen, despite all our vigilance.
And then there are the
dangers we bring onto ourselves when we entrust our lives and our safety into
the hands of airline pilots and far more when we take to the wheel of a
car. Those who have a fear of flying
need only consult the statistics. The
chance of our meeting injury and/or death on the road is at least five hundred
times greater than on a commercial air flight.
That fact has been driven home to me countless times when I have had a
close call with another driver or when necessity has forced me to drive in
inclement weather, and especially when I relive that chilling moment on the
highway with my student friends in 1954.
Probably also the chance of death from ISIS is greatly exceeded by
motoring in a car.
As we drive further and
further into the twenty-first century, we hear with increasing frequency
reports about the polar ice caps in a state of meltdown and the prospect, and
some experts say the certainty, of massive rises in the ocean levels. Nature continues to pull colossal tricks on
the earth’s inhabitants. The tsunamis
that have battered Pacific islands and brought forth merciless tidal waves
wreak unspeakable destruction upon thousands who thought their places of
dwelling were secure. They make all of
us living in coastal areas feel qualms of uneasiness over the possibility that
the Atlantic could deliver tsunamis as well, since no scientist has offered any
assurance to the contrary. The illusory
ideal of safety gets to feel further and further from our grasps.
Tornados have descended with
little if any advanced notice, and floods from unprecedented quantities of
rainfall are living proof that battery from nature is not the sole fate of
coastal dwellers. And let us not forget
that earthquakes give little if any warning.
Where is Safety? She is as mythical and make believe as a
Greek goddess.
How do we live meaningful,
peaceful lives in such a world? Are we
to conclude that life is just a crapshoot?
Many, including myself, resort to faith and faith communities. We know that life is precarious but with the
quality of love, redeeming love shared, we prayerfully empower each other to
what we call a life of simple abundance.
Though we never know when our lives will be required of us, we learn to
be at peace within the world that surrounds us, a communal peace that so many
on the planet do not know. I have not
done a study of Walt Whitman’s private life or of the religious life he might
have espoused, but in penning these following words he had the right idea:
Quicksand years that whirl me
I know not whither,
your schemes, politics fail,
lines give way,
substances mock and elude me,
only the theme I sing, the
great and strong
possessed soul, eludes
not.
One’s-self must never give
way; that is the final
substance, that out of all is
sure ,
out of politics, triumphs,
battles, life – what at last
finally remains.
To
read other entries in my blog, please consult its website: enspiritus.blogspot.com. To learn about me
consult on the website the blog entry for August 9, 2013.
Excellent essay Bob and very relevant to what is going on around us at this very moment...
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