This is the time of year
when kids are graduating from high school and preparing to launch out into the
larger world beyond the nest. And
because of that, many of us get nostalgic for the time in the perhaps distant
past when we did the same, and we take a glance back over the meandering road
we have since travelled. I thought, therefore, that this would be an
appropriate time to share the following poem which I wrote a few years ago
under that same influence.
SOLSTICE
Where has everyone gone,
the afternoon of the day but
half spent?
Only hours ago it seemed we
marched together,
in tandem with the drum major
we had appointed head of the
column.
We dawdled whenever we broke
rank and
chased the birds across the
field and
up into the eaves and the ivy
on the wall.
Hot on each other’s heels we
strode the
mid-morning, whispering
naughty secrets
behind the trees as we
stopped to catch our breath.
In the shared confidence of
make believe we
saluted one another, as if
there were
no other troop and the day
would never end.
Late morning brought the
crowds swarming
through the backyard and over
onto the playground,
mixing up our scents.
Our affections were
scattered, while yet endeared
to the simplicity of
play. Blind drunk we crossed
the silent meridian, eyes
squinting under
the noon blaze of the sun.
The glee club, sweet as dewy
fragrance
when the morning sun chimed
in, turned into
a coarse cheering section,
arms flailing,
fists tightened, every chest
bloated with pride.
This, long after the whistle
had blown and
our teams had dissolved upon
one another
in the hanging cloud of dust.
As my ingenuous turn of mind
would have it,
I took my nap about that
time. Somewhere during
that fateful sleep they all
wandered off.
If I knew where they were,
what would I
hear them say? Would it be a bellow or a sigh?
What else of them have the
hours mellowed
other than their old marching
feet?
Is it only in me the child
yammers still?
I look across the same
stamping field.
There the attending birds
nestle together
in the ancient oak,
descendants no doubt of those
I chased into the eaves and
the ivy on the wall.
Only the moment presents itself
to them.
It is their quaint but sad
fortune to be sealed
into that moment and never
have to wonder
where others of their pack
have gone.
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Thanks for all you do, Bob.
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